Sometimes what we see of God is not so light and bright. Is it because God has shadows, or is it our own perspective?
1 John 1.5b God is light, and in Him is no darkness at all.
God is light. He has no darkness whatsoever. If we are not seeing His full lightness and brightness, it is because our vision is clouded, jaded, askew. We allow, or set, or run into, issues that stand between us and God, so we do not see Him as He is.
Be sure to read God’s Word to learn Who He really is. God is Light, God is Love; pure and unadulterated. He has no darkness, no sin, no ill-will. He is patient and kind, and He is always good to us. He is truth. Pray the Holy Spirit will shine understanding in you as you read Scripture.
As Christians, we have God’s Holy Spirit within us. That means we have His Light.
Matthew 5.16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.
Do others see God’s Light in you? If not, what is the issue? Are you shining His Light? This light is not your own light. It is the Light of the Spirit of God. You have your own flesh warring with this Spirit, but if we put our flesh to death daily, then we can shine God’s pure light.
The issues with shining God’s light, then, are 1) our own sin casting shadows along with God’s Light; 2) others’ perception as they look upon what we cast.
Sometimes our light is cast via actions, daily activities, and getting out and about. Sometimes it’s through conversations, our speech. These are ways other people get to know us.
Sometimes we allow our light to be filtered through fear because of 2), above: we don’t know how someone is going to perceive what God wants to deliver through us.
1 John 4.18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
If you allow God to have full reign in your mortal body, then you will begin to understand this amazing love that God has, not only for you, but for everyone with whom you come into contact. If you allow God’s Spirit to work unfettered, then you will have that peace of mind that comes with obedience to God Almighty. Granted, people will not always respond kindly to what God has to say to them through you. Look at the apostle Paul. He endured much suffering when he preached Jesus Christ. Look at the suffering of Jesus, Himself.
If you want the quiet, unassuming, get-along-with-everyone kind of life, try to get over it. God does not call us to such a life. He calls us to obedience, and He calls us to go out and tell the world about Jesus Christ, our Savior. We are to speak His truth in love (Ephesians 4.15).
Other’s response is between them and God. Your obedience is between you and God. Let the Holy Spirit in you so shine that others will glorify your Father in Heaven.